I don’t think I really want to have sex, maybe just be held by my far away bf
I don’t enjoy having sex with people I’m anything less than infatuated with because of this power dynamic that exists or I imagine exists where I become had by the person
especially since “promiscuous” (this is such a shitty word) sex is usually quite bad or pedestrian and I’m left wanting and then I feel completely had
can any of you relate to this??